Sunday, October 22, 2006
Backdraft is a school assemblies program where we go into the schools and do an assembly. We are not allowed to mention God in any way, which is a bummer, but we get to go in and provide some hope for kids and get in contact with them if they E-mail us or My space us. Then what we say is free game.
The one we are doing on Monday is all about the power of choice. You can all be praying for these assemblies. {All of the 2nd year students who are doing most of the music videos etc have been hurt at a youth all nighter! LOL} So be praying. We do two back to back on Monday at 11:00-2:30 western time zone. Nick, Shelly, and Josh are speaking. Rena, Tim, and Lance are giving there perspectives (testimonies).Bre (my girl), Esther, Nick, Trevor, Lance, and I (my girl) are doing a music video. At the second assembly, Bre (my girl again), Eric, Lance, Trevor, and Tim are doing another music video this one is violent so pray for safety especially Eric’s. Then Nick breaks bricks.
{Uh – violent? Hmmm….last time Bre did one of these she was totally black and blue from all the falls she took in practice…but it was powerful.}
Jared (12) - Upon hearing that we were going to watch *Nicholas and Alexandra*: "Is this another one of those OLD 1990's Chick Flicks??? :::snort::: 90's old? I'm ancient I tell you.
Jamin (15) - After watching the above mentioned movie: "Have you ever noticed that there is a bad wife behind every tyrannt?" Ummm...I took offense to his comment. He began to give me examples....Ahab, Louie the whatever, Charles, Nicholas, Hitler (mistress)....All RIGHT already! Of course this is making me think of the importance of being a Godly Helpmate....but I'm not ready to type that up. I need to go work on I John. However, since my computer has crashed I have no where to store my 1/2 formed thoughts...and if I don't put them somewhere...they leak out. :::snort:::
Religious Education, Cheddars, Nap, Chapel Service, Ice cream - that's it.
OK....maybe I can fill it out a bit more than that.
Jamin made the dough for 7 15 in pizzas and 3 pan pizzas...tucked safely into the freezer. He's been working on adapting my Chocolate Chip Cookie Recipe
He uses white chocolate, almond flavoring and almonds. Yumm!!! Cy made a "monster cookie" with them tonight...I made a "mini".
It's been a bit of a "blah" type day...not a bad day...sort of a low energy day. At 7 weeks of Mike being gone, I think it is setting into my psyche that this is NOT going to be the normal 4 - 6 week trip. I feel a bit unsettled thinking of how much time is still left before he is home. It's when your husband is gone that you realize how much of your strength you pull from him. This is good, because God is wanting me to draw it from Him. I miss him.
I tried to call the girls and my folks and can't reach them either.
Please understand that though this is a low energy, high emotion day - I'm still deliberately choosing joy.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
I know that because Heather sent me the coolest excel program. It shows weeks, day,hours, minutes, seconds....graphs and such....pretty colors. Very fun.Cy had to be at work early this a.m. I set the rest of the kids down and asked them what they wanted for a menu this week.
Pizza
Chicken Divan
Stir Fry/Quesadillas (sp)
Encore Presentation
Grill - steaks and burgers
We've had three of those meals in the past two weeks. I'm going to have to talk to them about variety. :::snort:::
Arielle, Nolan, Stacia and I headed out to run a couple of errands. Oops....no car seat in the Honda. I had the Honda because it needs gas and Josiah was at work. We had to leave Stacia and headed out again. The Honda wouldn't turn over. :::snort:::
Ready for the irony. I KNEW I should ride 10 miles today on my bike. I got tired and decided to stop at 7.2. Well...I was expected at the library and HEB so I HAD to go get the van. I rode my bike to the mall. Total distance of both rides? 10.2 miles. :::snort::: I've done really well with discipline this week. I decided that until I could get the internal thing going again it was time to pull out the Thin Within tools and use them. I thought about joining Weight Watchers but realized that since I KNOW what to do it really is a matter of doing it and counting points and logging them isn't much different than the Thin Within tools....I began logging food, noting hunger levels, checking when I exercise (TW goal is to move your body at least 30 minutes every day), checking off the principles and keeping track of water. I think it's been a good week. Of course, NOW, all my local friends think I'm pregnant because I'm forever running to the bathroom. Three times at dinner the other night. :::snort:::
Back home with the van I discovered that Stacia had fallen asleep. Arielle, Nolan and I headed out. I picked up TWO books "Dark Tort" and "Cherry Cheesecake Murder". I'm not sure which I'll read first.


She'd already mooched a nectarine and carrot but was determined to find the apples...she did.Arielle got a call to go over to Ashely's house. I asked Jared to ride his bike over with her. I thought they would enjoy the bit of independence. Unfortunately, Jared's bike chain messed up and he had to carry his bike all the way back home. This simply wasn't the day for us with "transportation".
This evening the ones who were home watched *Nicholas and Alexandra*. I missed the end when I had to go pick up Josiah. I know how it ended but I may try to watch it anyway. I did get several calls during the three hour movie. This was a netflix movie for school.
I got a letter in the mail from the rehab spot asking me to call as soon as possible to discuss Nolan's treatment...wonder why they couldn't call me. LOL
That's about it for the day.
I need to make something clear....just because *I* need to.
re: post on a mother's love...I am NOT a child who never knew unconditional love. My parents are Christians and I should have been clear that I was not thinking of my mother as I wrote, so as not to leave any doubt in anyone's mind. {g}
Also - obviously I've been thinking the mentoring thing over.....I've always said my MOM was my mentor...but that isn't stated in my entry. There are so many areas and aspects of my personality that I can trace directly back to the training and love my parents provided.
When I got married, however, and began having children my Mom was thousands of miles away in the Philippines....in an age when we still communicated via snail mail and very expensive phone calls....it was hard to get that "on the spot", generation to generation, thing going that many of you living in the same town as your mothers when you got married had. This is NOT a complaint.....God had their lives and our lives mapped out and it has all turned out "good".....but I wanted to be sure, as I reread that post, that no one came away with the impression that I was saying "I come from a pitsy background where no one ever looked out for me and my Mom was never my mentor". She was my mentor and continues to be MORE of a mentor these days, now that she is so easily accessible.
I've told my folks, if I had my way we'd make them Mike's dependents and haul them around the world with us. Shoot....they ARE used to moving every three years! They are going to get bored stiff in ONE home, in ONE town...oh yeah there are children and grandchildren in that town. LOL I suppose they've been there for 3 or 4 years now and aren't complaining. Hey, I need to ask them if they are getting that "itch" - I've always wondered if I'll have the itch to move every 3 years after we retire....because I've spent lots of my life doing just that.
Anyway, yes, there are hurts in my life that God has healed...because I'm human and live in a fallen world...but those hurts are not stemming from the fact that I was neglected as a child. Nope - I was and continue to be loved. I think my Mom knows all this, but I wanted to be sure ya'all know all this.
BTW - what I've learned now that two of my children are adults...God has this marvelous way of covering many of our parenting shortcomings with GRACE....because ain't none of us perfect. I watch my daughters and think "I want to be like THEM". :::snort:::
I love you, Mom. Talk to ya in a few hours.....though I'm fairly sure you are awake at 5:30 a.m. :::snort:::
