We've had a couple of conversations with well-meaning people who tried to encourage and educate us about Parkinson's. In both cases they had family members with the condition. The stages of the disease were highlighted, ending with "....and then he couldn't get out of bed, we put him in a nursing home and he died alone. But you have a long life ahead of you - at least 10- 15 years before this happens."
Um - Wow. WOW!!!!! I suppose that seems encouraging - though you are 70 and Michael's 55 - it doesn't seem so long if you think about yourself in his situation. Empathy vs. Sympathy....
|Spring walks - good for what ails you|
We've processed. We realize this is a progressive condition. We are living FULLY PRESENT because we desire to make memories and experience as much as we can now. We don't need others to remind us there are 3 more stages of this disease....."soon" you'll need a cane, then a wheelchair and then you'll be bed-ridden. WOW - that's helpful to know - none of the doctors or neurologists have thought to share these stages with us.
|Poppies are back!|
Here are some conclusions we've reached:
- Not every patient progresses through every stage.
- We ARE at the start of this journey and need to listen to our neurologist who tells us to get out and chase our dreams and goals.
- I need to keep trying to learn to pull the caboose, while we continue to save for a rig that will be easier for both of us to drive.
- I'd rather move into an assisted living center together, than stay in a big home alone.... the tiny home movement has great potential. Those decisions are in the FUTURE and can't possibly be decided now.
- New discoveries are being made, research is on-going; we trust our neurologist, who belongs to a teaching hospital, to be abreast of the latest developments. She tells us not to give up, not to make life about Parkinson's, to go travel, we'll fight this together.... we are at the start....
- There is no need for us to focus 10 - 15 years down the road and let anxiety of the future rob us of the present!
- People mean well - they really do.
BOO - Parkinson's; conversations meant to help which depress
YAY - Beautiful spring weather, poppies blooming, VA appointments getting done, no terrible side-effects due to med change, lots of family time, Michael is enjoying sermon prep for Sunday, we're two weeks ahead of schedule in School, lovely breakfast with Cheri and Benjamin! Life is good.
*Note the photos have nothing to do with the subject matter of this post - other than we're enjoying spring walks interspersed with helpful conversations. ::snort:: We need to get out with real cameras and take some spring photos.
I've tried very hard to keep my gift of snark in line during this post. I apologize if my tone seems snarky or harsh.